its hard to get things done when I'm not around./

Its at the point I found that a motel was more preferable. That's the basics of what she had said anyway. Have you ever sat there with the one you love, and the only thing that could pass through your mind, was am I even here. Am I (in her mind) just a blank space, a distortion in time. Sometimes I wonder the same thing. Maybe one day, sometime soon, I will figure out that one for myself.